consumer

i am a consumer. i fit the stereotype that many foreigners say best describe America, i am materialistic...when it comes to music. I, being extremely anal about categorizing, wrote out an entire list of all the cds ive sold, given away over the years. Wanna know the number? Over 100. Imagine if I had kept all of them. My closet would be overflowing with mediocre music. Alot of it was bad. Some of it I don't even know why I gave away. I don't even listen to music the same. I download 4 albums a day and don't even listen to most of them. It's an obsession. I used to know all the words, to every song I owned. But now, I've got so much music, I couldn't even name half the artists if I just heard the song. It's bad. So what now? Do I just stick with purchasing music through vinyl/cd format? Only paying attention and focusing on what is in my immediate grasp? Or do I just train myself to actually listen ? Or both? Meh.


ps. Im watching wrestling. Shawn Michaels is a little bitch. Why is Jeff Hardy doing the face paint gig now? Why is Cryme Time setting us back 400 years, but still so god damn entertaining? WHY IS CHRIS JERICHO IN SPANNKIES?!

It wasn't like it used to be back when I was in elem/middle school. Those were the golden days.